Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Forgive Me

I think i've been trapped in one of those syaithan's masterpiece...
Recently i heard a surprising story from an akhawat about an akhawat from another akhawat
A story which sound like a torment to my own faith
A story that hurts my feelings deeply
A story of betrayal
And broken trust between two people

That story
Reminds me of the time i face a pitfall in my lifeHeck! Everybody face that once in a whileWhile i still feel that i shouldn't have to fallBut Allah had made it differentlyAnd Allah had made me see the reason behind itSo why couldn't the one i trusted see it that way?Why make false assumption of my own weakness?

Should one let their emotions reign supreme?In the sea of people making countless little mistakesShould forgiveness be sought?
Sacrificing once a pure and strong love?
But my heart ache the truth so much
Even when i try to forget about it every night
This is the day 'iman' is being challenged
Or whether the heart can be purified

But Allah said
Allah said

"...and let them pardon and overlook. Would you not like that Allah should forgive you? And Allah is Forgiving and Merciful." [24:22]

Ya Allah, please forgive me