I cant remember how much things has change..
Nevertheless, i still wish to continue on this journey
I meet people who abandoned this road
A road of self improving
Finding the truth
Doing what should be the right thing...
A road that requires a lot of self reflection...
Facing a lot of confusions
Making a lot of sacrifices
What kind of person you really are?
The kind of person Allah had actually let you be...
And the kind of person you actually let yourself be...
I don't want to live life by default
Even if it means i need to search hard
I guess it's worth it...
All this pain i experience
The remedies that follows
The even higher degree of pain that i will experience
And the remedies, a much better remedy
My life had never been boring
Thou the colors i see
Might not all be pretty rainbows
But at least
Its not black and white
And its not grey either...
With every rains
Comes the rainbow